Hmmm...... think i was kinda frustrated today. Like people go out of the way to irritate me. Although, i dun usually get angry or cheesed off. I am human and i have emotions, contrary to what people believe. If someone presses all the "right" buttons i think i'll blow and get damn angry. imagine a dormant volcano exploding, the impact is very great and destruction severe. I dun like myself when i'm angry and people will not really know when i'm angry. And when they do.... its definitely too late. Anyway, not trying to imply anything when i say this. No one's fault here but my own.

I like solitude. I enjoy it. Time to think through what has been going on and what i have done. Sometimes, i set myself apart from others just to find this solitude. So if u see me not talking to others when i'm with people. U'll know why. I think i sometimes want to be alone yet want to talk to people. Truly and purely a paradox in action. That's what i am. A paradox of the highest degree.